i am good at sleeping nothing else formerly hyalo-phagia & six6six6six6 sarah rose
“you can rack your brain to find words that can say a hundredth of what you feel in a moment like that, your head and hand are powerless, because there are dreams as well, all the things that come into your mind, quickly quickly, her voice her hair her short sharp breaths, you even think about things you don’t know about, it’s a secret world, images appear in your head and you don’t know where they come from, but it’s contentment, it’s a passing happiness you try to grab out of the air like a fly, that’s how hard it is, it’s actually more difficult, it lasts no time at all, then you’ve got hours of suffering trying to remember it.”